All of us in this Z- 5 family are ordinary youth just like our peers yet so distinctly extra-ordinary. What makes our lives so different n exciting is the one magical thread that binds all of us together i.e our dearest Guruji and his unconditional grace. No languages & words are capable enough to discribe who is He or what is He for us. It can only be experienced by the few lucky and very special ones who come and take this course.
Sharing with you, one of these miracles that changed my life 360*!
It was monday, 23rd june 08, our Yes!++ i.e advance course had come to a memorable end. Most of us were leaving by evening but i was leaving early, in the morning by flight to reach back for my exams which were a day after. We all attended Rudra Puja - a grand Puja performed every monday morning in the Aashram in reverence to Lord Shiva.
I left the aashram by 8:45am for the Bangalore airport.
The Rickshaw Ride
In electronic city of Bangalore, with electronic meters in rickshaw, you still have to bargain before boarding!! So after some bargaining with the Kannada driver in his horrible hindi, I boarded the autorickshaw.
I started my journey with a blissful feeling of contentment n peace unlike the previous times when I would leave this second home of mine with a heavy heart. Stealing few last glipmses of the magnificent Vishalakshi Mantap, a thought ran in my mind, that even if I die the next moment, there won't be any regrets. Along the ride, I was enjoying the sight of Bangalore city in its wee hours.Banglaore is no different than aamchi Mumbai. Just that the hoardings and huge banners were in a language completely unknown and uninterpretable to us!!
It was around 10:15 am and my rickshaw was on the expressway.
Suddenly there was a loud collision with a terrible jerk!When I opened my eyes i saw my cellphone lying on the road. I got down, picked it up,turned around and the most scariest sight was staring back at me. My rickshaw was badly crushed, its windshield shattered and the driver lying unconcious on the wheel with blood gushing out from his face!
For few seconds I was just blank.. and then all of a sudden i heard cars honking all around me and saw people frantically signalling me to move away. The next moment a man was pulling me away from the center of the road, the traffic was stopped,3 people pulled out the unconcious driver ,whose face was so badly cut and he was immediately rushed to the hospital. Another person removed my luggage that was stuck inside. A traffic officer standing besides me was staring at me with a look of shock and amazement, asking again n again whether I was alright or had some injury..
A huge storm of emotions was welling up in me.. I was shocked, scared, confused.. felt like crying as I was stranded in an unknown place all alone with no transport and my flight within one n half hours.
...and GRACE in progress
Gathering courage, I took my bags and started walking, suddenly a man came running to me and asked if I needed help. I frantically explained that I had to reach the airport asap. He quickly led me to a nearby bus stop and stopped an official airport bus and helped me board it. After settling down, I slowly started digesting all that had just happened. I couldnt stop the tears of gratitude after realising that there was not even a scratch on my body!! I always wanted to experience some miracles in life, but here Guruji had actually gifted me my life back.. Its impossible to express what I was feeling then, I had never ever felt soo lucky! !
Gathering courage, I took my bags and started walking, suddenly a man came running to me and asked if I needed help. I frantically explained that I had to reach the airport asap. He quickly led me to a nearby bus stop and stopped an official airport bus and helped me board it. After settling down, I slowly started digesting all that had just happened. I couldnt stop the tears of gratitude after realising that there was not even a scratch on my body!! I always wanted to experience some miracles in life, but here Guruji had actually gifted me my life back.. Its impossible to express what I was feeling then, I had never ever felt soo lucky! !
At this time I just wanted to speak to anyone of my friends back at the aashram and incidently at that time, all of them were meditating at Sumeru. After a few futile attempts, Neharika answered my call and hearing her voice I just felt so happy, couldnt hold back those joyful tears.. was so happy to be alive n be able to talk to my friends once again!
Till I reached the airport my friends kept talking to me, making me feel so comfortable n relaxed. On reaching the airport I came to know that my flight, instead of going directly, was now supposed to go to Mumbai via Kochi . Taking my own time I freshned up, had a cup of coffee n proceeded towards the check-in counter. To my surprise I couldn't find any other passengers lined up there (I thought I have reached before time). I went ahead, got checked and as soon as I came out, an airhostess came running towards me asking if my name was Shivangi. I thought how come she knows about my accident, that she is running towards me with so much concern, did I just become famous! The next moment I hear my name being announced on loud speakers all over requesting me to board my flight urgently.
This lady started running with my bags. We were immediately joined by one more officer who was giving orders on his walkie-talkie to send a van. It was so funny :) .. I was being escorted like a VIP!! The van took me quickly to the flight and I was immediately rushed inside and in next 2 mins the plane took off. I just couldnt believe, the whole damn flight was just waiting for 'ME' to board!! Wow !! I just wanted to shout out loud and tell Guruji how much I loved him.. and, it didn't end here.. He didnt leave any stone unturned. A girl sitting few seats behind me came up to me saying that she had seen me before as she was also from the advance course, going to mumbai. And it so happened that she was staying very close to my house.. so i was home dropped, lavishly in an air conditioned taxi :))
This lady started running with my bags. We were immediately joined by one more officer who was giving orders on his walkie-talkie to send a van. It was so funny :) .. I was being escorted like a VIP!! The van took me quickly to the flight and I was immediately rushed inside and in next 2 mins the plane took off. I just couldnt believe, the whole damn flight was just waiting for 'ME' to board!! Wow !! I just wanted to shout out loud and tell Guruji how much I loved him.. and, it didn't end here.. He didnt leave any stone unturned. A girl sitting few seats behind me came up to me saying that she had seen me before as she was also from the advance course, going to mumbai. And it so happened that she was staying very close to my house.. so i was home dropped, lavishly in an air conditioned taxi :))
Just recollecting all this has made me nostalgic : ).. I couldnt have ask for anything more!
One more beautiful thing which happens on our course, is the friends that you get.. You are woven into the most pure, divine and priceless friendships one could ever find on planet earth. And especially in advance courses, the bond formed here with your friends is simply magical... So those who have not yet taken a YES!++, just register asap u just cant imagine what you are missing!!
Like Bawa puts it.. In Art Of Living we dont believe in miracles... we depend on them! So..have Faith, Believe and Know.. that you are so damn lucky to be on this path.. n as Guruji says.. Give miracles a chance in ur life :)))
Lots of love,
Shivangi.
17 comments:
seriously yaar what a beautiful experience.. It still brings atear in my eyes when i think of that day.. So lucky to have a friend like u in my life yaar.... Love u ... Jai Gurudeva
"Jaako raakhen Saaiyan maar sake na koi, baal na baaka kari sake jo jag bairi hoi"--
Kabir must have experienced something similar when he wrote this!
Shiva - your life is precious and its meant to bring smiles on thousands of faces! I know Guruji has something really special in store for you!!
I am very happy to have you in the Z5 team!!!
Keep Smiling
Love n Light
Jai Gurudev
Wow! Shivangi, Speechless....:), you know, do you see a hidden message here? Remember the thought that crossed your mind when you were leaving the ashram - that even if you were to meet your end that moment, you'd not regret -you meant you were actually so blissed out! I think Guruji wanted you to know that you are extremely precious and thoughts of life should dominate and not otherwise 'cause you have miles to go with this knowledge, teaching people to upgrade from existing to living. :) And of course keep smiling! It lights up the darkest of corners. Do write about many more such miracles. Luv you! Jai Gurudev! Sonia (Anuradha)
WOW!!!!
i actually got goosebumps when i was reading through your post...Very good post and "dil se" as you said...
Keep smiling
JAI GURUDEVA....!!!
i knw wht impression that incident has left on u..n the way u have handled it..its truly commendable. with miracles occuring often in ur life..we wait for more such eyebrow raising experiences from u..keep blogging!!
Hey Shivangi!!
I could actually visualise ur expressions ..wen u had told this to all of us at Aditya's place..tht was my first meet with Z5...
Trust me its simply requires lots of luck n good deeds to have so much grace from Guruji!!
keep Smiling
Luv
Ruchita
:) Your name, your presence, your laughter and now your writing everything creates "Shhhhhhhhhh Waaaaaaaaaa!!!!" Effect in me. (The mind is silent and the heart is in the state of wonder)
Yes we are simply glad to have you
Love
Vasudha
shiva it's guru grace and ur sattva power that saw u throug this and u kno its funny but feels like we all went through it togethar
keep laughing
jgd
Hey Shiva....some people are born special and made for special things.You are definetly one of them.Your post reminds me words By John Newton
" Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see."
Very few have the grace to even experience the grace
loads of love.
i know u know that u r d chosen one....exclusively by his holiness....
y would he let u go away just lik dat...very simple logic....
tu toh apni jaan hai yaar...:))))
so tension not...miracles ko life mein entry dene ka- kriya karneka..majja ni life....
wat say shankari !!!!
hi Shivangi, i don't think u r immature blogger. all u have written is pure melody of divine grace.
Jai gurudev!!
so this means take 1 step towards Devine & Devine gives 100 steps...
See How Guruji cares for his Divotees...
in SAI SACHARITRA it is said that ...Even GOD is So powerful he can not change into NATURES RULES ..but only GURUDEV can have the ABILITY to chage anything...
even it may be Destiny...or turning to Nature.....
Keep Smiling..
and
Say loudly....Guruji ..We.. love you much.......
i was totally moved when i read that .... amazing! what is left when he is there with us!.. even in the worst situations you will be served the best always....
Love You So Much Guruji...
Hey Shivangi...that was a really touching incident. . thanks for sharing.
.. guruji is with you and all of us always:)24*7
jai gurudev
o my gawd...shivu....
i dnt know aisa kuch teere sath hua tha...
bt all is welll...
hppy
:)
-harsh
hi shivangi...jgd........
firstly i wud like to say its a thrilling experience tht u have shared...........i too experience guruji's blessing in many ways thru out my day n have always got more than wat have asked for....
also wud like to c ur pic....n wat is Z5 all abut?? i dnt knw...
thanks guruji for being there in all our walks of life.....JGD
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